Toki Akanashi

[Toki Akanashi]

Name: Toki Akanashi
Age: 17 years old
Gender: Male
Birthday: 90. 12. 04
Sexuality: Bi
Clique: Druggies
Personality:

Unsure.
If anything Toki have always been unsure of himself, always feeling like what he was, wasn't him in a way.. Whenever he looked in the mirror he would grow sadder and more depressed, He couldn't tell why but somehow he felt like he was trapped inside himself without any escape.. he didn't want to be like he was and wished to change more than anything.

Emotional.
Toki was always easy to hurt, the smallest critic could sent him crying his heart out or explode like a bomb, his mood was unpredictable even before he started drugs and even more so now that he tried to quit using them. At the time he lived in California he had his friends helping him, well at least he had his friends but then he was forced to move back to japan for personal reasons and grew more unstable than ever.

Soft.
He would always reject it but the truth is that Toki is a very soft person, He cannot stand watching others cry wether it was he who made them or they just cried to cry, Toki would always try to comfort them even if he ended up holding around them and cry too.

Nice.
Toki, despite his many mistakes and errors is a very nice person who loves gaining friends, he just lack the ability to do so and when it comes down to it meeting new people makes him nervous, afraid that they should look weirdly at him or realize just how different he is from them.. that they should see he didn't fit with them and start hating him for that.

Cuddler
Toki can at times be a real Cuddle’er, He's never the one being cuddled but always one to cuddle others, in many ways he's like a cat, he loves being close to others but just like the cat he can suddenly remove himself and prefer curling up in the end of the chair alone, this brought a lot of confusion to his X-Boyfriend and even caused them to almost break up because the said X-Boyfriend thought Toki lost the interest in ever cuddling with him again.

Hyper
The thing that tended to annoy people the most about Toki was his sudden Hyperness, he would go from 20meters underground to reaching the moon in matters of seconds, a real 180% turnaround, This one single trait made people back of or gravitate to him, depending on their own personality.

Childish
No doubt, Toki is a Uber childish person, he loves watching cartoons but would never wake up early for that sole reason.. He eats Chocopies to breakfast and stalks those who offend him until they apologize, Heck he even pouts like a child.. yes people even debate over if Druggie would be his right label as Scenesters fits him just as well.

Likes:

- Girl clothes
- Purple/Red
- Cupcakes.
- Kittens (Not cats, kittens.)
- His dog
- All pastel and shock colours.
- Playing the Bass
- Pumpkin pie
- Halloween.
- Drugs.
- Kissing.
- Cuddling.
- Shopping.
- Piercing.
- Christmas.
- Tim Burton movies
- Colouring his hair.
- Colour lenses..
- Chocolate&Candy
- Talking to friends
- throwing tantrums
- making others feel miserable

Dislikes:

- Cats
- Colours as brown and gray, he thinks their boring.
- Feeling miserable
- electrical light
- getting a tan
- Losing or gaining to much weight.
- high voices.
- being criticized.
- War games.
- Horror stuff.
- Ghosts.
- Squeaky sounds.
- People who nag about drug abuse.
- Girly girls (exist exceptions for this)
- Stupid air-head boys.

Appearance:

Toki is an short and petite looking girly male, he is mere 5'2inches and his weight is around 94lbs. Being an Asian his skin have a naturally golden cream color and his hair is raven black and the same with his eyes, and this bore him, Heck over 75% of the population in the world have a similar look therefore he, as many other Asians, choose to Dye his hair and use lenses to get a more exotic look. Now people usually find him with everything from Grey to pink hair and at least one of his eyes in deep blue color.

Toki have, to be honest, quite many piercings, actually to many for anyone to mention at once but his list is somewhat around this:
Eyebrow: One over the right eyebrow.
Lip: 1 on the right side, one in the middle and 3 on the left side.
Tongue: One in the middle.
Ears: 3 in the right and 5 in the left.
nose: One on the left side.
and he also have a tattooed G on the left side of his Ribcage and a W on his right hand, the meaning of these he doesn't even know himself as he was completely wasted when he got them.
One note: Toki about never use all his Piercings at all, mostly because it takes so long time to put them all on and they get tangled into his hair if he leaves them on for the night.

His style varies from Oshare key to Visual key stile, these considers of.
Oshare: Sharp colors and contrasts, childish motive and really hyper looking models/users.
Visual: Very much like Oshare but darker and more Gothic looking, not emo of any kind but the style J-rockers use, Often will males dress up in Gothic Lolita clothes or female like clothes and show much skin, And his haircut varies from what clothes he use.

Toki is said to have the cutest and most innocent face walking on American ground, of course this are highly overrated comments but it is true that Toki have a incredibly cute and innocent face that often gets him out of severe punishments and trouble generally.

Model: Tara
Family:

Jung min woo- Mother (Korean)
Yuki Akanashi- Father. (Japanese)
Yui Akanashi- Sister. (Half.)

History:

Toki was born the 4th of December in Tokyo/Japan. His family was wealthy but else pretty normal, considering of a mother, a father and him, and the little sister Toki got when he was 2 years old, already from then it was clear that his mother preferred his little sister over him, the little cutey boy, she had always been like that and before Yui was born she used to dress Toki like a girl and his father didn't care.

When Toki was 6 the little boy realized exactly how much his mother preferred Yui, not because she was smarter or prettier for truth to be spoken: She was neither, what she was however was manly.. very manly compared to her almost cowardly feminine older brother, it was like a roll reverse where the younger sister took the role of the older brother and other way around.

At the age of 10 Toki and his family moved to California because his mother had gotten a super job there and Yui had gotten scholarship there, Toki on the other hand was just sent to a normal school because as his mother said "I never get the normal stuff. so my son is like my daughter and the other way around.. and everyone knows that the sons need the higher education.. in my case that would be my daughter" and like that they ended up moving, luckily it seemed that Toki's friends moved with him, somehow for a reason Toki never dares ask for.

When Toki got 14 the feeling of not being himself got stronger than ever, it was like it had bloomed with his maturity and so on Toki started disliking himself and in a try to forget his hate for himself he started doing drugs, it was with limited success, yes for the moment he used them he forgot it all and became perfect but the aftermath made him hate himself more than ever, it was a wonder he didn't start cutting himself or tried suicide.

It didn't take long before Toki was hooked on drugs and used them daily as a escape from himself and soon after his 15th birthday Toki's parents found out he was doing drugs, or rather they found him all wasted in the bathtub with god knows how many pills and types of drug bottles laying around him, and from that they sent him to a mental institution, many would have expected them to send him to drug rehab but they thought that if he was surrounded by others with the same addict then he would discover more pleasures with it so it was safer with a mental institution,

The only thing was that Toki loathed the place, loathed the people treating him like a psycho and fled 14 times only the first month, one of them where he wasn't found before a week after, during this week he managed to buy alot of new clothes and discovered how much he enjoyed wearing girl clothes and makeup.. that change in itself caused him to get more happy with himself and even calmed his abuse of drugs down greatly, No he didn't become clean and he still walks around wasted more times than anyone care to count but at least he don't take overdose on purpose.. this mayor change caused his parents to send him back to a normal school, after all nothing was more embarrassing than having a son on Mental institution, at least not for his parents.

Roleplay Sample:

Ruki looked at the younger Hufflepuff and sighed. And this day who started so wonderful.
He had woken up in decent time (for once) and gotten dressed, His favourite pair of jeans had been washed and he had taken on a cute black shirt with pink striped on the arms and pink writing on and he had finally found his black caps (it had been laying in the mess under his bed).

He had felt fine (for the first time since full moon). And he had had a great breakfast, small talking with some girls from Ravenclaw he believed about how he managed to polish both his hands perfectly. This was when the trouble started. This hufflepuff: Billy, had come over to him (AGAIN) for the 3th time this week, couldn't the kid just get it that he didn't like him and now he wanted to know why?

True, the kid did deserve knowing why Ruki didn't like him. The fact was, Billy had.. accidentally or not managed to scare the sh*t out of Ruki once, since that.. well Ruki was the type to hold grudges until someone apologized. "One: My name is Ruki, it's pronounced like they do in Japanese: Rhu-Ki, no English slang on it! Rhu-ki, Wakarimasu ka?" He shacked his head, Why could no one decently pronounce his name, well taken away Daisuke.. but then Daisuke was Japanese too!

"Secondly, i don't like you because you scared the sh*t out of me in the shrieking shack"
He pouted childishly and continued eating, the girls he had been talking with had long gone as they had already discovered the boys 'secret' and he where no longer of use to them, cause hey, no one wanted to spend time with the 'crazy feminine Foreigner'. Without realizing it tears had formed in Ruki's cat formed eyes, dragging the makeup out over his face. Lately he had been overly emotional, well he always was but he had been even more so than normally. 'it's effects of the Schizophrenia, Give him this twice every day and he will get more stable' the doctor had said.. well to bad he forgot the whole bitter tasting medical thing.

(Taken from my character Ruki Summer at Broomsticks and Gobstones in the case you want proof that it's i who made this!)

[Delilah Valentine]

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